Healing from divorce and the healing curve

Divorce is commonly accepted now as one of the most traumatic experiences you may have in life. I know it certainly was for me. The first few months after my separation were incredibly challenging – I lost two stone in six weeks, stopped sleeping properly, couldn’t really eat, and spent many hours ruminating on what I could have done differently to avoid this.

Whether it was your decision to divorce or not, there is a grieving process to go through. I prefer to call it a healing process, as that feels somehow more focused on the future.

The process to healing from divorce will be different for everyone.

'As you go through your divorce, you may grieve all sorts of things – perhaps the loss of your spouse, the loss of the life you thought you had, the loss of your nuclear family, a sense of loss of self.'

In 1969, psychologist Elizabeth Kubler-Ross set out five stages of grief in her work around bereavement and dying. As you read these, perhaps you will recognise the different stages.

Denial

Perhaps you’re thinking ‘this isn’t happening’ or ‘when I wake up tomorrow, it will all be OK’. You feel shocked and uncertain. Denial and shock are how your brain reacts to protect you from the pain of a reality you aren’t yet ready for. It helps you not to feel so overwhelmed, by refusing to believe what is happening.

Anger

This stage might sound like ‘how dare he/she do that?’ or ‘she/he is such a...'

Friends may join you in your anger and encourage you to do things that are out of character. Anger is full of energy and this is when you’re perhaps most likely to do or say something you may later regret.

Bargaining

In this stage, you might try to negotiate with yourself, with the universe, or with your ex. You might think ‘if only I had been more attentive /sexier/funnier, this might not be happening’, or perhaps ‘if I had only done something earlier, perhaps we could have avoided all this’.

Depression

This is when you just don’t want to get out of bed, perhaps you find yourself crying a lot, and feeling totally lacking in energy, thinking ‘I can’t face this’.

Acceptance

When you reach acceptance, you might think ‘that happened, but I’m OK’ or ‘It was sad that we got divorced, but I feel hopeful for the future’.

It doesn’t necessarily mean that you are happy about your divorce, or that you have ‘got over it’ and forgotten it. It does mean that you can live with it, you can look forward, and start to create a new future that suits you. You might find yourself noticing all the things you’ve learnt, and how you’ve grown as a result of your divorce.

These stages are not linear, and you probably won’t glide smoothly from one to the next. Instead, they can be messy, confusing and it might feel like you’re on a roller coaster. You might feel sad one minute, and then something happens to bring anger to the fore. You might find that you feel at peace one day, but full of bargaining thoughts the next.

'Please be reassured that all of this is normal.'

Healing from divorce - 3 tips to help you as you move through your healing process:

Tip 1: Notice where you are right now

Tip 2: Break your state

If you find yourself stuck in a funk, feeling that you can’t change how you feel, here are some simple strategies to shift your energy fast:

Tip 3: Ask yourself positive questions

It can be easy to get stuck wondering why, and in a negative spiral of thinking. So ask yourself great questions:

'Remind yourself that this too shall pass. Be kind to yourself as you move through these stages of healing, and be gentle with yourself.'

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